hello...^^ today i actually slept at 5 smthg in the morning..huhu...so "busy" la,watch drama,layan dat ahjusshi,reply msgs at ownskin..aiyak~!+.+ huhu..but it was fun,seems like there's still a person who wna care bout me~^^ talked a lot with ahjusshi..bout life,bout suhyon unnie(God pls forgive me for keep talking bout her behind her back,i just can't help it~.~"),bout yukky (yukky u must be proud i write ur name hereXD),bout chuanny..huhu...(i miss chuanny~!>.<) a lot la...but i feel comfortable talking to ahjusshi,as he's like my own brother,he's cool n open-minded (in a gud way ok~!),he seems to understnd me...so...after had a sleeping process,i terjaga bout 10 stmhg,then the wheather seems cold so i "had to" sleep back...then i woke up at **:**pm (ehem...this is too confidential for u guys to know).kinda sucks la when i woke up,dat lil monster still havent taken her bath yet,n everything kinda like a mess.kinda fed-up,everything also wna put on me,i didnt say i tak ikhlas do all that,but sometimes,it seems like im more like a "maid" in this house,though i ddint cook (that's the only thing i didnt do for a housework ok).kinda mess up my mood a lil bit la..=( forget about that la..today kinda busy settling down few orders from customer,kinda sucks when i always need to wait for the confirmation frm dat suhyon unnie.gosh~thank God everything ok still..had a chat a while with yukky,jospesh n wen jun..evening come fast,xiao wei came to visit me today..hooray~!^_^ so happy to see him..hehe..he wna taught me how to ride a motorcycle..haha..at 1st i was scared and just not confident to ride it,as its not a scooter..huhu..but slowly he teach me and i began to get some confident,and i did ride on my own~im so proud of myself^^ (but he already put in the gear la,so i dun have to tukar again when bawak the motor..huhu~.~) then bring ica along to the playground,she had fun,as always..wow,when i sit next to xiao wei,i do feel something,nothing so weird,but at that time we didnt even talk,but it seems really calm and really nice feeling.maybe i just want someone to always be at my side.huhu..damn~!im 20 liao and still imagining so many things to happen..haha..sorry if u guys thinks im sucks or anything,im just telling u what i feel inside..i do miss papa..miss the family i had before,miss my school days..haiz~
ok..then we went back,xiao wei oso went home..mandi2,solat,mengaji,on9 again,then watch drama again..hehe..back to normal routine..when my sis get back frm work,she did hurt me a little by saying that i must not have doing the housework n all..i just remain quiet..sometimes,these people like wna see everything's perfect after they got back from work,they assume if something not been done,they will accuse me to be lazy,never do anything,this n that..it's hurtful..dno y people always think bad about me,while im still trying to prove that i wasnt so bad..even with my sis,every game that she played in fb,i played for her,if not smtms she will get mad at me just because i didnt play it for her.is that considered as my job too?im kinda frustrated with their attitude.i really miss home(muar) at this moment.but,even at home,people always treat me the same way.wth that they think?women should always do the housework and guys are just lazying around?!is that it?!bullshit!i really pissed off when it comes to this matter.no wonder im like a mute person at home..hmmm...i gta back to my drama now,talking about this makes me angrier..so long friends~gudnite,have a sweetdreams~(",)
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